Change

The only constant in life is change. There's no avoiding it, no missing and no use in trying to find it. All one can do is stand up, plant your feet and let it rush on and over you. Change in itself is a challenge. It's a fight and it may not seem worth it in the beginning, but there is always a reason for it. Always a lesson and always a destination at the end of the path to prove it. Since the time everyone was little, there has been reasons and situations that change us, that teach us, guide us and sometimes force us to realize something that we may not have thought of before being pushed to change. I know I'm being repetitive with the word change, but its inevitable, just as surely as death. Everyone has gone through a friendship that was tested, something threatened to break that friendship and both you and your friend had to decided if your friendship was worth it. If it wasn't then you changed your view, your opinion and assumption of what a real friendship should be, what should be included in the realms of friendship. The same could be said with any type of relationship put in your path. A romantic relationship and even a family relationship. By the time you are 20 years old, you should know what your likes, dislikes, desires, torments, fears, and joys are in your life. But because of life, because of circumstances that are unforeseen in the whole scheme of life, not just yours but the world's, you are constiently changing those views, the ideas and the knowledge that you have of such information. Don't be afraid of what change brings, just accept it and acknowledge that there is something far greater, far bigger and far more important than what you deem is important.

Summer

It's crazy to think how fast summer has already gone by. My family and I went to Nebraska to watch Chris graduate, which is scary to think. Kadie continuated from middle school and will be a freshman next year. I went with Brian and his family to the Cheyenne Mountain Zoo, I absolutely love that place. It's so much fun and gorgeous views. They had baby giraffes that were adorable. Then that night we went to a Rockies game. I've always loved the Rockies. Even though I've never really got into baseball I'll be a Rockies fan forever. My family and Brian went up to Vail to watch my dad play in a lacrosse tournament which was the best fun I've seen my dad have in a long time. For being only 41 he can still rock it. I used to love watching my dad play lacrosse. Growing up before Chris and I did soccer those were the games we went to every weekend. Recently we just had the 4th of July and this year Brian and I spent it in Englewood with my family. My mom was happy about that. And Brian bought a disco ball light saber thing ha ha he looked like a boy in a candy shop and it was the cutest thing ever. I would do anything for that boy. Hmm....recently stuff has happened and it made me very worried about my best friend, but things are getting worked out and getting better. Hopefully she'll be moving down here too and become my new roommate!! I'm soo excited for that to happen.